Hmm….

Do you see yourself as a leader?

I see myself as an individual, I do not follow or care if anyone follows me….

Hmm…it titles’ itself.

I don’t know
‘Why’ I so long to
leave the world.

I mean, I’ve already
declared that I
was an alien,
and that I don’t
know you guys.

It kinda
got bad
when I
disappear,
And my
problems
were
Still
too.

Untitled #4

Your boot on your,
enemy’s neck,
feeling it’s
life breath
leave….

The dying
face suddenly
Changes….

to someone weak,
or
You trruly loved.

Does your boot
waver or
slacken?

Or keep
the pressure on
Until dead?

Before you go to war….

Give yourself a haircut.

Cut off locks that represents peace

As a practice in discipline.

Do your best to maintain.

07.01.2023

10:49 am

Once apon a time, I lived in a world that did not exist.

In my mind, humanity learned how to live and respect each other, while in reality it was falling apart, and old hatreds were still alive and well.

Then I moved to San Diego and experienced 2020….

I don’t know how the world gotten to this point, and gave up on humanity, doing my best not to care.

But just because the world was not what I thought it was
didn’t mean that my heart and spirit had given up on humanity.

I guess some part of me still keeps the faith….

Just please, care and love each other as best you can out there, we’re not extinct yet.

06.26.2023. 6:32 am

My daughter has decided to no longer deal with me anymore because of my lack of Christianity.

And I said, then lose my number….

Till this day I have tried to put this response in more delicate words, without loosing the emotion I felt.

I can only think of this as a no win situation.
Well, at least I still have my honor and self respect.

I’m also going through the ordeal of trying to find another place to live — I have until August 1st to leave my current “home”.

05.23.2023

The more I see people, the more they look alike.

And that makes me somewhat sad.

It’s as if the entire world desided to become a giant tub of vanilla ice cream.

There’s also more homeless on the streets, and more of them talk in conversations when their is no else there.

One of my daughters has decided that she doesn’t want me in her if I don’t give myself over to Jesus, and very disrespectful at that.

It hurts badly, but I told her respectfully to lose my number.

It was the most responsible thing I could do as her father.

Yeah, I’m somewhat blue….

I, Non-human

2020 was hard
On my soul,
But I healed up
scarred and
burned.

Ol’ George Floyd
told me that
society
and
the
human race
were worthless.

No,
your value
haven’t increased,
it’s worth less
than halve
of 2020’s
value….

Civility (1)

What form
of literature this is
I don’t know or
care.

I used to
exclusively play by
these rules
called ‘civility.’
that sits
by it’s cousin
‘gentleman.’

For me,
civility allows
me to respect
and
even cherish
thy enemies,
in speach,
actions
and thought.

But the world
turned away
from these
these rules,
So now I
oppose
the world….

An alternate reality

“What the fuc….,”
were the last words
spokened by the Snake.

Firmly closing
jaws,
then
silence.

“Sorry but
this game
We play
is over,
another time
then,”

Rat laid his
friend down.

He now searched
for the bear
and wolf…..